Monday, October 17, 2011
Chocolate is the best medicine
Relationships can make you the happiest individual in the world, or the most miserable. It all depends on the status you have with that person. And when the status seems to go sour, that can make one absolutely hate life. It's hardest when things use to be so perfect. How does it happen that feelings change? That relationships grow apart? What causes that all to happen? Or what causes one person in the relationship's status to change from the others'? Why can't both be consistent and in sync? How can one say that they care about the other but have their actions show no such thing? Why is it so difficult to be straight forward and honest? How can one seem so great to the other and then all of sudden seem drab and dull? Is it because they have met someone else? What if they haven't? Then what is the answer? How can one continue to be so selfish when they see the other is bending backwards to try and maintain the relationship during difficult times? It's a team effort, right? And yet, how can one be too busy to try and explain what they mean when they say "It just doesn't seem to be working"? So what does that mean? How can it be so difficult to simply say whether it is or is not worth fixing? Like they need a checklist of what the relationship entails and then be able to determine if they want to commit or not. WHO CARES ABOUT THE FUCKING CHECKLIST. The other individual either is or is not worth keeping in one's life and once decided which, (hopefully rather promptly, and if not, that is an answer in its self, don't you think?) the individual needs to act on that decision. Sometimes there is no "riding the fence" option.
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The words you write could not be more true. I have committed the ultimate crime of heartbreak. I was selfish, disrespectful, ignorant, unappreciative, stupid, and lazy. I was your puppy blinded by your love, yet I let things slip, I took things for granted, I broke your heart. You possess a greater understanding of this world than I ever will. I can only hope to someday be as enlightened as you, your capacity for love is entirely used. As I look back I can only smile, all the memories we have cherished together, the pictures, the music, the movies. It brings me to tears realizing the atrocity I have created. You were entirely committed to me,absolute love and I returned with minimal love. I have ripped you off, I abused your dedication, I refused to be humble letting my ego take over. I feel like shriveling up in my room and no longer existing, if only i would have never been born the evil i have brought to this earth wouldn't had happened. You suffer at my expense, an evil i never knew i was capable of until i met you. I want you to know it is me and only me at fault, there is no one else, just my ignorance.
Joy has gone the way it came
That is nothing new.
I could get along the same.
Many people do.
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